So Darrien broke up with me six days ago.

The first couple days I was fine.

we talked all the time we saw eachother

It was as if we were still in a relationship just not kissing.

Two days ago it hit me and I have been broken hearted ever since.

I've been kind of a bitch about it too.

But I think he deserves it.

I would be okay with it too if it was because of my asshole attitude or something, but he's using some lame excuse about how he needs to find himself.

You don't find yourself.

You make yourself.

Searching won't get you fucking anywhere.

I tried to explain this to him, but he won't fucking listen.

He wants to get back together as soon as he finds himself.

I feel like he's just trying to teach me a lesson.

Like he's trying to train me to be less of a bitch.

I sent him this. I cried when I read it.

And it's totally true.

I don't know what to do with myself.